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Nov 29, 2023Liked by Meghan Kowalski

My space heater is under my work desk, too! I had that thing cranking yesterday. I must have changed the temperature 50 times -- I would get too hot, then 10 minutes later my legs would feel too chilly, repeat, repeat, ad infinitum. I think it will be another day like that.

My best thing is that despite my debilitating anxiety and depression, when I got home from work on Monday, I immediately covered the windows in my chilly, uninsulated attic bedroom with plastic. That might sound like a small thing, but ordinarily, I procrastinate odious chores for weeks. I was really proud of myself for just getting it done. (And just in time -- 21 degrees outside last night, brrrrrr!)

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Yay about your heater and the covered windows. Yuk to hear about your anxiety and depression. I am a psychotherapist who hears that reality every day. Words cannot do justice to how painful it is. A virtual hug to you

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Nov 29, 2023Liked by Meghan Kowalski

Thank you so much, Bob. I am on a SEVEN MONTH waiting list for a therapist. At least I am getting my medication managed, though -- it could be worse.

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Look. I did not reply to you because I am looking for work. But 7 months wait is ridiculous. Any chance you want to explore working with me since your at a debilitating level of anxiety shit . Maybe this could be a serendipity moment.

Lmk.

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And I am sorry. I am ignorant when it comes to this stuff. I wanted to respond personally and privately but didn't know how, as you can see.

Here's my email and cell

Bbever1008@aol.com

845 417 5486 (text if you want)

It will beat spam.

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Nov 29, 2023Liked by Meghan Kowalski

I will be in touch via email. Thank you!

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It's amazing how achieving even one thing can feel. And you had perfect timing! It's rudely cold right now.

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